Momento June 24, 2008

This evening I will have my last paper for the 3rd semester final exam. And on Thursday, I will go back to Kota Bharu. What a relief. This semester started with me and some of my fellow classmates came a week late and ended up being warned by our lecturers. Not to mention, I had skipped lots of classes for this semester. Let’s say that this semester was my worst record. Haha

Still 3 semesters to go before our practical posting. We have been impatiently waiting for that. We used to always nagging about being in the college. But deep in my heart, I’m so gonna miss all of my classmates then. Well, it is still another year to go.

One thing for sure, we are gonna do something that will make us never forget this time of our lives. My classmates have organized a trip to Kota Bharu on August. At first, I laughed off the plan but when I was told about the trip’s objectives, I did not hesitate to go. It is going to be fun, I suppose.

On the other hand, I should admit that I don’t really like this college but I’m so glad that I’ve been given a bunch of superb cool classmates that always make me smile and laugh. Thumbs up to those guys. I could never ask for another set of classmates. Never ever. I’m so gonna miss them, till we meet again next month. Cheers guys.

Now playing: Daniel Powter – Bad Day

Old Memories. March 10, 2008

this pic was taken 2 years ago when i was still in Universiti Tun Hussein Onn Malaysia (formerly known as KUiTTHO). Really miss the good old days.

Colours. March 7, 2008

For all my life… i’ve always been told by my parents and siblings that my skin is dark. I’ve learned to accept that with all my heart and honestly i didnt ever think that it was a problem for me. although when i was younger, my brothers always yelled at me saying things like “Hitam”(black), “keling” (india), “baju terbang” (flying clothes), and else. somehow and sometimes… i did feel humiliated haha.. nevermind then.

when i was in my early teen years, i even bought almost all cheap brands of skin whitening products. but i was too impatient to wait for any results, even though there could be no results at all since the products were so cheap. i’m not talking about brands like Clarins, SK-II or Clinique… i’m talking about brands like Fair N Lovely, Fairever which originated from India i think.. which cost me only RM5 on those days.

but those were the old days. now i’m in a new place called Masterskill College in KL. and til now i still consider myself as a dark-skinned girl. to my surprise, when i first came to this college, i was told by my housemates that i have a fairly fair skin. i just laughed it off. and then my classmates which are mostly boys said the same thing.i dont know why they said that. seriously i think that they are very wrong. i always brushed off their remarks. i’m not flattered at all…honestly because i myself consider that i’m dark-skinned. sometimes… this situation bothers me. i even told my mom what they said about my skin and my mom laughed and said that maybe their skins are darker than me.

haha…cam bodo je cite ni right? so whenever any people come to me and said anything about my so-called fair skin, i would say to them; “Tell it to my mom or dad or my siblings” because they are the only community who hold the opposite version of the fact whatsoever.

haha…

btw..this is my nephew..one of the most “putih” kids in the world. EL-ARSHAD.